Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Massive emotions....

Ever feel like your heart is so full that it might just explode?

Bursting at the seams with joy and happiness, then fear sweeps in....

Daring you to let yourself love with all you have...scared to death if you love completely, you may lose the one thing that matters the most.

Strange as it sounds...its like chasing a ghost...you never completely believed in it but you've felt its presence. Now that its gone, there's a certain emptiness in the air.

Fear of being alone and lonely has a was of creeping into your thoughts. Wondering if I'll have this forever. Lost and alone is a place I'm not willing to go.

Troubled times will come and go ...and the "what ifs " haunt me so..

what if this is the last time I'll feel your touch...
what if this is the last time I hear your voice...
what if this is the last time I see your face...
what if this is the last time I'm locked in your embrace..

Misplaced feeling, mixed emotions.. let it all hang out and risk it all.. or keep it hidden so that I may enjoy you awhile longer..

If the music's over , I don't want to stop dancing and if my knees go weak, let me stand on your feet..can't let the dance end....



Monday, November 9, 2009






Fall leaves...

Fall leaves crumbling under my feet as I walk into the distance.
Watching the leaves fall, I have no worries at all.
Twirling and spinning around as the wind blows them about,
One by one the leaves slowly float to the ground barely making a sound.
A calming peace is what I've found as the world around me seems to be frozen.
Breathing in the air that surrounds me and soaking up the silence is the greatest peace I've found.

Staring up at the trees as the breeze catches the leaves in its gaze
Lost in this moment, this is the perfect way to spend a day.
Branches sway side to side, dancing for the sky
The whistling wind sings a song that you can't help but to hum along
As the wind picks up and carries some leaves away
I'll silently sit and wish it would carry me off too
So that I can be forever lost in this peaceful moment