Monday, August 31, 2009

In a Moment

"In a Moment"

In a moment of weakness, I hit the floor In a moment of weakness, I was almost out the door In a moment of weakness, I felt pain down to my core.
Then fate and hope walked in, hand in hand Telling me to take a stand,This could be my last chance

Last chance to dance Tears and fears sit this one out, Its time to learn what life is all about Despair and distress, you've failed the test,now sit this one out with all the rest
Romance, its all up to you, show em' what you can do Last chance to dance

In a moment of weakness, I put the past behind me. In a moment of weakness, I prayed that this was to meant to last. In a moment of weakness, I began to fall fast, into love again and that's where this story began and ends...

Calming voice

This one was wrote for hubby.
2/19/09
"Calming Voice"

It's your voice that is most calming to me, Its your voice that can always sing to me. Better than any song I've ever heard, your words are the perfect melody. When My life is hectic and things seem to be falling apart, Its your voice that echos in my heart and brings me back to a calming start.When I'm having a bad day or things just aren't going my way, hearing you say "relax" makes it all go away. Your calming voice eases my mind and I can once again have peace of mind. I'm so glad your mine!!When the walls seem to be caving in and my world falling apart, your always there helping me not to fall apart too. I don't know what I'd ever do without you. Your the one person in this world that I know I could never live without. Your more than my rock; your the very part of me that makes me whole and I know I'd completely fall apart if I had to live without your love in my heart.

Poetry

I've been writing poems since I was a teenager. Its been an outlet for that has carried me Thur both good times and hard times. When I was 16, I had my first and only poem published. I entered a poetry contest and won. My mother didn't believe that I had wrote it at first but she was surprised and said that she liked it. My only request to her was that she not ask what it meant. I'll start off with that poem.

"Violence"

"My eyes are full of hate when I look at this disgraceful place. It looks beautiful to the human eye, but its really in disguise. If there's such a thing as fate, then maybe fate can turn this world around. Where's the world headed? Maybe all the world is hell bound.

You wake up to an empty bed, and realize he's dead, the evil man took him from his sleep and left him for dead. The evil man killed him and for what reason, no reason at all. Simply because he exists. One day people will realize that he who falls will be remembered, but he who draws will be lost in time forever. For the evil man is hell bound until he turns his life around, but the good are all heaven helped.

Look at the face of an evil man, what do u see? Do you see the pain and anger of wanting to be free? Do you see the madness that rages within his face or do you see the mistreated child that lies within his soul? After all, the world is a crazy place, isn't it? Not even time can erase the pain of an evil man's face.-Ruby

Its a little disturbing but made sense to me at the time. Unfortunately I'm not quite ready to go public with what it all means. Perhaps someday, we shall see.