~The River~

by Ruby Wolfe

The river has become my favorite place to go to unwind and let my thoughts flow.

It knows all my secrets but would never judge me too harshly

The stillness of the water is just the calming I need at the end of a long day

The River is like my soul; can be calm, peaceful and so serene; Yet can quickly change to raging, overflowing and completely out of control after a storm. Leaving behind a scattered mess of debris. May god have mercy on whoever comes in contact with this river that has become me.

I won't ever claim to be perfect, perhaps lost at sea would be more fitting .

It's so hard to climb a mountain with these boulders coming down. It's hard to swim the ocean with these sharks lurking around. It's hard to fly the skies with broken wings. Through out these years my feet have been planted firmly on the ground..standing still not making a sound. But I've found my voice now and its time to conquer my fears. I'm about to climb the mountain, fly these skies and swim across the ocean, just to see the other side. I'll never give up as long as I'm breathing, I'll keep these dreams in my heart with hope in my eyes. I may not succeed at first but I'll surely fail if i never try..

Life is about choices..fear and pain go hand in hand.....

I will overcome my fears when I am no longer fearful of myself..this constant battle of living life grows quite tiresome; pleasing the masses and never one's self becomes harder each day. my one desire is to truly know what complete happiness is before my dying day ~Ruby Wolfe~

My pleasure , My pain..are but one in the same!! Don't pretend to understand, don't assume you know the reason behind my tears. Just know I didn't become this in a day..scars made me this way...Life happens that way. ~Ruby Wolfe~

The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain.
Lord Byron

For pleasures past I do no grieve, nor perils gathering near; My greatest grief is that I leave nothing that claims a tear. -Lord Byron
Fools are my theme, let satire be my song.
Lord Byron

 Sometimes it feels as if everything in life is just something we haul into the grave.
Doug Coupland

I always figure from the cradle to the grave, we all have our individual journeys, and maybe my journey was a positive one and I accomplished certain things without stepping on too many toes.
Robert Duvall

We are all selfish and I no more trust myself than others with a good motive.
Lord Byron

 I miss my dad everyday , I often wonder what he'd say if he could see me now and truly wish heaven was a place only to visit : where loved ones would not have to stay. Until i see your face, I'll count down the days until I'm in your loving embrace once again...for now I'll still be Daddy's little girl..wishing you could wipe my tears away. ~Ruby Wolfe~