Thursday, February 11, 2010

  • In a world where fairy tales go untold , stories of deceit and lies begin to unfold. Freezing cold stone hearts, bruised, broken and ripped apart. Evil eyes piercing through the soul leaving one feeling completely lost and out of control. A Fear, feeling of sheer hopelessness, that no one should ever know, consumes all without remorse. A method of madness , wreaking force that takes action without regret. A victim of circumstance, stands alone , scared and wanting to go home. Only , home isn't a choice anymore. Stumbling along , searching for a reason while screaming to be heard and realizing there's a lesson to be learned. In the darkness , a voice calls out "Come with me , I can help you out..". With shaking hands reaching out , letting go of all doubt....she grabs his hand and begins to stand. This could be her last chance. Proming herself "I'll only go forward, no more looking back..."




  • Promised myself I wouldn't do this or that... feel...trust ... believe....want.... hope. Yet I have Now its too late.. to far gone ..sadness has moved in ..angry took over my skin, leaving emptyness and doubt..disowning all that is my soul.. ever fearing never knowing true happiness ... doubting all .....This is what i've become because I let "Pleasantly Numb" into my little world..

  • What to do...what to do.. just don't know ...Thru and Thru...thought those feelings Thru...done with you.. done with you.. head says we're done...heart screams ... we've just begun... what the hell am i to do...reality says.. can't ever be.. just wasn't' meant to be...stars say ...wishes come true ...thoughts dancing round and round on a cloud...thinking it, but can't dare say it out loud...truth can't be found.. truth doesn't exist...what is all this nonsense..crazy crazy .. i think i am...damn damn...what a mess I am...how can this be... how can thoughts become feelings...taken over me... wake up wake up... this must be a dream...as real as its seems... just can't ever be....won't allow won't allow...somehow got to destroy these feeling now...can't let them be.. can't give in to them...lock the heart .. throw away the key...oh damn me.. damn me...for ever letting them in ...what to do ... what to do... just don't know what I'll do. Lost in my own feelings.... lonely in my own thoughts...trapped in my own mind..in heart and in soul...you've got a place...but in reality....its a place you'll never know...so much we'll never know...so much ...

  • In a world that breeds greed, this is what I want..this is what I need Deceit, betrayal, and distrust. Decorated by a colorful world of lust. Illuminated by the fiery eyes that will scorch the soul and penetrate all that lies within. Half-truths exaggerated to the point of belief and beyond any measure of faith. Promising to give all that you have as you slowly become aware of your slipping grip. Forgotten is the life you once knew, tossed aside to make room for the abnormal familarities that have taken over you.

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